TODAY: A disgusting 1045 calories, this is my first time breaking 700 in awhile.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

Foods in chronological order (marked with an x means no good):

_dannon carb-control yogurt

x_toasted bagel with strawberry creamcheese

x_blended fruit juice

x_caesar salad

_apple

x_yoplait custard style yogurt

This is no good.

You fucking retard what is up with you.

Tomorrow you will check your weight and take a picture. It's time to get serious and really take what you're eating serious too. Forget about your fucking cravings idiot. You lose weight or you will hate yourself even more. Why? Because you're a fatass. You're Asian, and people are stereotypical towards the fact that you should be thin. How fucking gay, why can't you be fucking thin like the rest of your friends. No starvation though, you still want your metabolism nice and active riight? So eat...but very little.

My plan for tomorrow-

Jog at 6:30.

Morning_whole wheat bagel with strawberry creamcheese

Buy water bottle 2nd or 3rd period.

Lunch_nothing

Buy a water bottle before 9th.

Walk home from school.

Once I get home_apple

WATER.

Dinner_dannon carb-control yogurt

WATER.

Walk/bike some more.

RESISTANCE IS FUTILE. Got it!?

Note to self: Don't go on computer too much and check-up on Fitday.com daily.

I will fucking PWN this son of a bitch.